Sunday, September 26, 2010

Day Six, Seven & Eight.....

I know I haven't written in a while, its not a case of journaling laziness. But I feel I just don't want to blog for the sake of blogging. Want to share with you guys the quiet spontaneous things God places on my heart. Don't want my head to be doing the blogging but my heart, that way it makes sense to me and to you and God shines through it all. So the past three days have been very much the same, nothing major except for today. I finished everything packed down, and there I was walking out by myself. Expected to feel the same emptiness I did last week (i.e Day One...) but surprisingly I didn't. I was filled with a sense of unexplained joy. It was funny but in my loneliness I found joy, inexplicable joy, could have skipped all the way home. So I've decided to write a poem that sums up my week.

Out on the open plain
Stood a dying tree
That noone could seek nourishment from
For it could no longer bear fruit
The tree would ask its master
"Please give me new fruit"
In reply He would say,
It helps nothing because the problem is in your roots

So in His kindness He took a shovel
Dug and uprooted the tree from the gravel
And as it died a painful death
He pulled out of His pocket a tiny seed
Put it in the ground and in it His life he breathed
And as the days go by
Slowly but surely, it turns into a tree

I know I'll have more down days but with it will come the ups, but in it I know, " Outwardly I may be wasting away, but inwardly He renews me day by day."

love peace and happiness

Tau


1 comment:

Frank Kurebwa(Brother) said...

Wow that is so true Tau, really profound, Im glad days like that God remains key, that when we die to ourselves we can still live when he plants us again and breaths air