The Dream

I had a dream about two weeks ago. It started out with me filming sermons at the Farming God's Way conference and it was now ministry time. Being the dutiful christian that i am i extended my hand to pray for people. The people being prayed for where prayed for to be set free from the stronghold of fear, and then suddenly out of nowhere this wave of fear comes upon me. Then i realise that all the demons of fear holding these people back had come upon me. It was paralysing, i couldn't breath, I couldn't talk, I couldn't move. So the lead elders notice and they come to pray for me. They start praying and suddenly i feel this lift on me like a relief. Feeling better i decided to go pray for a little boy who i hadn't seen before. I start talking to him and before I start praying for him he says to me, "You cannot help me because on you they are many."

How many times as christians do we give advice to people who are struggling when we ourselves have not dealt with the same issues in our heart. I believe it is good to help people but we can only do so much for them, because we ourselves are far away from victory..