Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Diagnosis

I have noticed something about moods, they can build up or destroy the very core of who you are.....

I recently have come out of a season i would not want to label as depression but more of suppression. A period when all you have been suppressing and stuffing at the back of your mind comes colliding in one moment of sheer disappointment. Only a God given miracle stopped me crumbling... I started searching for answers.. wondering why i couldn't realise my dreams.. why God in His wisdom allowed this to happen to me. And then i remembered a song by Hillsong called "Jesus The Same" and I was comforted by the fact that Jesus does not change even though I do. He doesn't waiver even if I do... I was given the strength to 'Walk by Faith' and i finally understood. That faith truly becomes faith when it is all you have left. Always remember that the ".....peace that surpasses human understanding" is real.. and only God can give it.

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